My immune system is so weak ,i have literally been fighting this new thing for 2 months from the first er visit of this new things i am trying to beat added to all of the chronic up and downs.  I want a break , Feel like I am missing out on so much life going on in the world around me . On antibiotics for 2 full weeks starting christmas eve and spent everyday to ill to do anything for pleasure in any way, still ill . Ended the coarse and got worse with in a couple days.   Now started a new medication and I just hope and pray every night before i sleep please give me some relief and please let me see a sunset , a beach something peaceful and relaxing before another months slips by.