MOST DO NOT KNOW MY BODY IS NOT ACCEPTING TO PAIN KILLERS I HOPE I CAN INSPIRE OTHER’S TODAY IS A HUGH DAY I NEED TO FREEZE MY BODY WITH ICE PACKS BEFORE LEAVING.

I HAVE BEEN THROUGH COUNTLESS SURGERIES, PROCEDURES, TESTS, ETC. WITHOUT PAIN MEDICATIONS. PAIN MEDICATIONS THAT  MANY PEOPLE NEED TO GET THOUGH A DAY I CAN NOT TAKE ANY!!!!  THEY GIVE ME SEVERE ADVERSE REACTIONS , THIS BODY OF MINE DOES NOT TOLERATE THEM. EACH DAY IS FILLED WITH EXCRUCIATING PAIN.  MANY TIMES I THINK HOW IS IT I AM LIVING IN THIS PAIN .  ENDLESS STORIES WHICH ARE HARD TO IMAGINE. BACK SURGERY /TYLENOL (WHICH DOES NOTHING FOR ME), HEART SURGERY (ABLATION) , RIGHT LEG SURGERY, BROKEN BONES, LIFE THREATENING INFECTIONS  TO NAME A FEW. THIS PAST OCTOBER I HAD SURGERY ON A SCALP MASS THAT WAS VERY DIFFICULT IT WAS SO PAINFUL I HAD MANY STITCHES INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL AND I COULD NOT MOVE MY HEAD IT HURT SO BAD THE ICE I USUALLY USE HURT TO PLACE ON MY HEAD.  THE ONE THING I DO FOR A DISTRACTION LITERRALY BLEW UP WHICH IS MY TV I HAVE HAD FOR OVER 10 YEARS.  WATCHING MOVIES IS SOMETHING THAT HELPS ME TO DISTRACT THE PAIN. INSTEAD I STARED  AT MY WALLS, WAITING IT OUT FOR THE TIME TO PASS. IT IS JUST NOW ALMOST HEALED. MY DISOVABLE STICIIES DID NOT ALL DISOLVE. MY POINT: THIS IS ANOTHER REASON (SOUND’S ODD ) TO HELP OTHER’S BECAUSE WITH ILLNESS BRINGS FINANCIAL INSTABILITY. IF I COULD I WOULD OF HAD A TV DELIEVERED THAT WAS SO DIFFICULT . FOR ME THAT IS THE CLOSEST I CAN GET TO PAIN MEDICATION. THE NEXT MOST PAINFUL THING WAS JUST THIS PAST FEB. THIS SPINAL TAP WHICH HAS PUT MY LIFE INTO ANOTHER FIGHT.  WISH ME LUCK TODAY NO PAIN PILL POPPING FOR ME.  JUST MY ICE PACKS , ASPIRIN FOR MY HEAD PAIN, AND COFFEE.

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